The perfect person…

If I’m doing my best, it’s good enough. I sat in my garden today giving myself some kind of mental motivational talk, and this is what I found myself telling myself (side note: featured photo is from my garden today; the sun has been giving my rose bush some serious loving!). I feel like I…

Mindset ~ just a little something I wrote recently🐠🌊

You may take a goldfish from it’s natural habitat and place it in a bowl so that it can only swim so far. But Please, don’t try to condition me into the same way of thinking. For my mind is determined, and I myself am strong. I can and I will prove you wrong.

Ableism

Ableism [noun]- discrimination in favour of able-bodied people. Society consists of various oppressive elements, ranging from elements such as racism, ageism, and sexism. Ableism is one of these many oppressive elements. In its existence, it creates a hierarchy, much like the other oppressive elements do, wherein people who do not fit the ideal or the…

Flowing with it (or trying to, at least)

“I can survive this. I hope.” This is what I have to keep telling myself lately. I can feel my body slowing down again. Waking up everyday feeling even more exhausted than I did the day before is…well…exhausting. Having random bursts of pain in different places adds to the exhaustion. Not feeling like I want…

Supposed to be…

I don’t do “supposed to be”. If there’s one thing I’ve realised in my experiences, it’s that life really is a whole game of uncertainty. But today I fell into the trap of thinking how something was supposed to happen. I should have realised. Thanks to my absolute arseholes of neighbours screaming outside until stupid…

Finding myself

The amount of times I’ve sat and thought “I miss who I used to be“. But what I didn’t realise is I can’t miss who I used to be, because that person…she isn’t me. In my memories, of course I can see her, quiet, timid, other times very loud and disruptive, very distant from others…

“Thank you”

These people who try to show you that you’re worthless, via their actions towards you and their ways of speaking to you, are lowkey blessings. Not in the sense that what they did was okay and is easily forgivable, but in the sense that it’s only in having to heal yourself and having to pick…

“No pain, no gain.”

The phrase “no pain, no gain” can leave a person with feelings of anger if said at the wrong time. Of confusion if going through something that doesn’t make sense. Of frustration, when you can’t work out exactly why you’re experiencing so much at one time. You start to question “what is there to gain…

Lost

To whoever stole my body, Can you please bring it back? Because I am tired and sick of being under attack. For the same system that should actually be protecting me instead now chooses to reflect the loyalty it seems to lack. It now chooses to limit my ability to see and to irritate other…